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|Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004|
PMM is not gone forever, Drigon is just acting up. All PMMers, please go to 188.8.131.52 7777. This is the MUSH which I(Raelyn/Matthias) have established to try and gather together the playerbase and save the MUSH if a situation comes up such as currently where Drigon is like Christopher Reeves on a pogo-stick. Please attend or cache the address. Thankyou.
|Friday, July 11th, 2003|
This is just something I thought up randomly:
Normality... Is there such? Or is normality in truth the pure form of abnormality, bringing hatred and corruption onto the world, as well as 'social standards' which impose a facist reign of fear and threats which bring the people to hide their true natures behind walls, scared of the reprocussions that could come from actually being themselves within the eternal struggle which is the outer crust of reality. When most try they meet resistance and are looked down upon by those who are too weak-minded to even realize that they have been brainwashed to believe in the false social abnormality which is the normal. Why can't people just learn to be themselves and so balance society where chaos now reigns? Is it because of the corruption of many religions, or because of the evil which is the abuse of power? Or possibly even money? Maybe is the only answer which can be given that does not offend. And so not should those seen as abnormal take a global stand for their true and righteous self-expressionist normality? MAYBE. Current Mood: tired
|Monday, April 14th, 2003|
|Bad Me. Irresponsible me U_u
I have neglected posting for months. I have been too caught up in so many meaningless and time consuming boredom rituals that I have not been able to make it to post. Hopefully I will post a good deal more now that I finally have pulled myself away from nothing in general. Who knows, maybe I might even get in a good monthly post.
But other than that, I have taken the SATs *cheer button*. I didn't know 99.9% of the math on it, but I still think I did well. I hopefully got through the verbal section with my average Language Arts excellence, or I know I will not have gotten anything above 1000. A stressful thing about the test was that I had to confront all those who had taunted and tormented me in my youth, which wasn't fun ;_;. I didn't recognize them due to the fact that I have been taken out of that particular school system, but I went through a mental flashback as I was standing there. Not fun at all. I didn't hesitate on the test, because once I began I went through it with my freakish enthusiasm put towards challenges. The results should be in somewhat soon, in a relative way.
I have no scanner available to me ;_;. It, along with the old computer I used it with, are now currently deceased. The computer was no big loss. An IBM Aptiva E26 with a 233mhz Pentium-compatible and a 3.2Gb Hard drive. The big thing was the scanner. I am now unable to post up any art on my angelfire directory without going through insane lengths. Almost makes me wonder why people hate me so.
On another note, I have recently been doing some babysitting for friends of family, watching two brothers ages 12 and 8. I have normally been getting $20 for every time I do it. Good money for a rather fun and easy job. But this week a bit of a mistake occurred. I ended up getting paid twice. Once $20 and once $35, and I thought this was because I worked from 8AM to 8PM for them(Yes, 8AM). No one seems to value my time for what it is really worth ;_;. But anyways, they're letting me keep the cash, but I have to give 'em a freebee next time I work. No big deal. All I do with 'em is play videogames and watch TV, anyways. As well as the occassional cooking.
-END LOG :P Current Mood: tired
|Tuesday, October 22nd, 2002|
|Hurray For Me?
Today I might be able to get a Game Cube, but I would have to drop my bank resources down to $300 from $540. Good thing or bad thing, there is one true fact of this matter. That is, I need a job. u_u I hate working, but, what can ya do in this world today. Slips of paper rule over our lives like dieties. Oh well, I am still not feeling too well still, I am guessing due to a lack of sleep. Until next time, GM(Goodmorning), GD(Goodday) GN(Goodnight)!!!. Current Mood: tired
|Saturday, October 12th, 2002|
It's amazing the scam that the movie rental people can get away with. $3 for VHS tapes that usually have crap quality. $4 for DVDs that play as if they were coming from the mind of someone on acid. And let us not forget the $5 it costs for a video game rental, which usually look as if someone raked the disc with car keys. Today, my mom rented Hannibal, and I tried to make myself a little copy of it on VHS. Halfway through the movie, it began to randomly skip for a good many parts. I wish that people would have more respect for others, as it can be very, very, very irritating. This combines with the fact that I have been sick for the past 2 weeks. But, whatever, I might get to see Red Dragon, so that might cheer me up a bit! Current Mood: grumpy